It's not because I want to show off my English, but because of some errors of keying in Chinese characters, I decided to post this article in English.
It's been long time since I last posted my article.
This is weird.
Now I am really a college student who is always busy handling some trivial things.
Sometimes I ask myself why I should choose this kind of life for myself.
I'm not afraid though, just a little buffled.
TO BE A DOCTER.
A holy job (or mission?) , right?
I agree.
And the worst part is, I'd LIKE to be a doctor.
I don't hate or regret anything I do now.
I'm just thinking......
My friends told me that I should do my best to enjoy the first two years in medical school, and I know it's true.
Enjoy!
It means I should enjoy anything I WANT to enjoy now.
Then I found...
I just want to do what a typical medical student do.
I feel ashamed of this actually.
Is this because I've lived a relatively steady life?
So I want to place an IF here:
Someday I suddenly want to try something new?
Would I have the courage to break down everything I already have?
Or I would just build up something new behind my mask of "success"?
Then I found something even more interesting in myself:
Sometimes you can't blame a criminal for the crime he commited, because he may be a criminal under some conditions that he cannot control or notice.
