Oooh~~~I am a BASS

Well, I usually am a bass and I'd like to be a bass.
In a choir and a band, I am a bass.
In the real world, I am a bass, and this "bass" has two different meanings---One is the one I already am, and the other one is the one I would really WANT to be.
The bass is used for the foundation of a matter, and is very important but is lack of much public attention.
Yes, I am always quiet and do the background work and I'm proud of my modesty.
But after I enter the college, oh my god, I'm NEGLECTED.
In times that I can help, I want to earn the respect from others and be treated as a Bass1, which means that I will take the load and lead the whole thing in a specific direction and simultaneously, not really hold the superficial title until the title really needs me.
Now I'm going to be a real bass, which is a pretty nice thing, to control all the game but not to hurt or get hurt in many trivial things.

Fairness & Justice

Jouney to Hell!!!
Why people always seek the actions against evolution? Or in a modest term, why people always try to speed up the rate of evolution?
Including the idea of medicine and the foundation of fairness and justice, humans keep fight against the nature.
Nature favors the stronger, and in the nature LAWS, we should let it be just it should be.
However, being a human and a future doctor, I believe many will expect me to fight.
I really wonder if there are any other species on earth favors fighting against nature.
Look, Epola and AIDS appears to block our crazy actions.
Look, there is never a perfect way to treat everybody well and fairly in Jouney to Hell(maybe Journey of Life?).
Is fighting against evolution really a high-class shot?

We'll recieve more letters of challenge from heavon to hell, and from humans to gods.

Distances & Responsibilities

Being an adult should be a proud thing.
But it is not true.
When you finally grow up enough to be an adult, you are going to say goodbye forever to those fairy tale days.
Instead, you are facing a lot of heavy tasks, especially for the jobs I'll hold.
Actually, everyday I gotta face a bunch of problems about dealing with the distances for human relationship and the life-related responsibilities.
Yeah, I'm not REALLY old enough to face with the saving-life matters, but being a college student---especially a med one, I work hard but still don't get the essence of keeping the RIGHT distances with people around me.
Sometimes, I feel that I'm quite a popular hotshot.
But in most of the cases, I don't really get into the situation, which disables me to seek the pathway into human beings---I don't get WHAT THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT.
I make friends, but quite few real ones.
When I start to think about all this, I almost go nuts.
How close should we be? To what degree of alert should I keep?
What I should be careful for, others' interaction matters or the affections and trust for that person?
Maybe I never believe people, and I try to do the reverse.
I wish and I will get hurt some other time.
Everybody NEEDS to get hurt for some degree, so that he can live a relatively longer and happier life.
But here, I hope I don't get hurt from those close friends of mine, and this is not possible.
"I drew a line and wish that nobody will pass through, but that is only a minor wish not long before the day that people break through it."