2009年9月10日 星期四

I Have My Fortune Told

Did I went to a fortune teller?

Not yet.

But I'm sure of one thing.
Our life is holding onto the principle of history too: balance.

We are born with certain personalities which do us good at times and bad at other times.
The good and the bad are equal in mass.
That is the balance.

The Book "Secret" 3

p.157
"In an election, he whom people hate most is the easiest one to win the election, because this person receives most attention and energy."
Did you learn your elementary math?

p.161
"Our universe is fertile...So we can get anything we want as much as we want. "
Ridiculous!
That's because you don't see how the universe counts your debt!
Don't forget that the world exist on the principle of balance.

p.196
"Embrace your good."
-->, and don't forget your bad.

Conclusion:
1. Is this a new religion?
2. Is this Marx?
3. The higher you are, the lonelier you'll be.

The Book "Secret" 2

p.86
"When you look into the mirror, it's not you right now but YOU in the past."
Don't worry, I now am my future's own slave.

p.93
"Grace Stone"
If you believe shit is the gourmet's choice, of course that shit would serve your stomach good.
Placebo effect again.

p.95
"When you imagine yourself are riding a bike, the motor area in your brain is working even though you're not actually riding a bike."
This is, again, a neurobiological phenomenon.
Of course you have to own this ability, or you wouldn't be able to be prepared for anything in life.

p.109
"You can get everything you can think of."
Thanks to God. Not everyone can think of everything legendary.

p.122
"For money, the proverb still works: as you give, so shall you receive."
This is actually an investment, not a "I am that I am."

p.131
"Your dutiful for yourself."
Definitely.

p.136
"Love is the stat of existence."
I want to reverse this statement.
-->Trust is the stat of existence.
Love is just a phenomenon of trust.
Love is an eager trust---the strongest trust for your lust.

p.145
"We don't want to get old...We can keep ourselves young in mind..."
I don't think this is a nice statement, because oldness brings mellowness.
I want to keep my skin young and pretty, but in mind mellowed.

p.148
"You have to eliminate your pressure...and you'll feel comfortable."
This is...rubbish!

p.156
"What you fight against will last long."
This is the evidence of history: balance.

2009年9月9日 星期三

The Book "Secret"

This book, I have to say, very good, because it really is a very useful placebo for our future patients.
The principle of the book is nice. I'll say something about this.
However, there are also so many mistakes in this book that I just can't help myself spit out.

p.21
"One that touches pitch shall be defiled."
This is what I called principle in this book.
Owww, great wisdom!!!

p.26
"In this life, we spend most of our time concentrating on those we do NOT want, and least of our time on those we DO want."
This is true, and for sure.
I remember when I was thinking about my future occupation, I first crossed out those I do not want.
But, I don't think we should ALWAYS think of what we want.
Actually, we should always aware of what we want, cauz' these things are our Achille's heel.
Moreover, when you think of those you don't want, you can see what OTHER people want at the same time.

p.44
"Emotion is our nature."
This is definitely right.
We ALWAYS follow our emotion to deal EVERY single thing in our life.
What we called "rationality" is just traits which fit into our personalities, because this "rationality" makes us happy easily.

p.47
"FEEDBACK"
I don't really believe this.
But there exits a more accurate note for this theory: Emotions can last easily, and you can choose to see all the "feedback "in just the emotion you have when you do things.

p.53
"Love IS lust!!!"
Love IS the strongest lust to own somebody or something, and what is more unbelievable, love doesn't let ANYBODY in! (I have to WIN WIN WIN ==")
What is more stronger than this lust?
No doubt.
Maybe this is the only one moral lust in the world, so we have to cherish.

p.59-75
"Ask-Believe-Receive"
This kind of "step by step" really makes me laugh.
Do you notice that?
This is just like a RELIGION.
(Welcome to ask your lord and you must believe him, or you may...)
I don't think this is bad but sometimes this thing really...

p.76
Here comes the most critical point for me:
"Time does not exist."
"Things will happen in the future is actually working around you NOW."
This is the poor stroke in the book.
Think about this:
If these two statements are true, what the hell should we read this book and hope that one day our dream will come true?
The statements tell us that we don't have to worry, because everything is already settled NOW!
Why should we force ourselves to follow this book and change our life? Those settled cannot change, right?
In p.80, this book tells us more:"Create your own life previously!"
This makes things more ridiculous.....

(To Be Continued)

2009年8月30日 星期日

背影

我打賭過爸爸絕對沒有讀過朱自清的背影
可是他今天語重心長地發出一聲感慨:
"人,都是看著人家的背影走的。"
我嚇了一跳
可是他接著補充:
"小的時候,看著別人的背影走;到大的時候,就是看著自己小孩的背影走"
我快哭了出來
我感受到的不只是濃濃的親情,"人生就是如此"的想法更是烙刻在心頭

比起朱自清以兒子的角度來描寫父親
我還覺得爸爸對背影的詮釋,是更加深刻的
人還是小孩子的時候,總是跟隨著父母親及其他長輩走
即使是在歐美國家比較民主式的家教下
孩子們還是會自尋榜樣來follow
就算長成青少年,我們也會自己設定目標
要成為甚麼樣的人
成家立業後,又回歸到follow自己的父母親
希望給孩子們一個舒適又溫暖的環境
但是在養成孩子的過程中
自己卻毫不知覺的
一直追逐著孩子的腳步
不只一起成長,還是在精力旺盛的孩子後頭拿著水壺毛巾追著跑!
老了之後更明顯
更是望著自己孩子長熟的背影
以後更是紅著眼眶望著自己的孫子輩
又是曾孫輩..........

這不就是人生嗎?

從小老師教我們寫作文
"我的偶像"
還記得吧?
我從小到大,一直覺得這種作文最難寫
為什麼?
因為我總覺得所謂的偶像為什麼一定要是史懷哲?或是居禮夫人?
即使我的確很佩服他們

這是很矛盾的心思
可是我還是覺得我這樣的想法很符合我最自然的本意

我的偶像是變動的
我目前的偶像就是我爸媽

若說偶像就是值得我追逐的背影
那我就要選擇我親愛的家人

家人才是我唯一可以依靠的

友情可以欺騙,愛情可以背叛,工作關係更可以顛覆(對不起阿)

但我真正可以追逐的
只有我的家人
只有我的家人才有這個權利

2009年8月26日 星期三

letter

首先,我想感謝你這一年來的陪伴

雖然我有時候態度很差,但是我心裡還是很明白:如果沒有你的存在,我這一年的生活將會大大改觀;而且,大部分和你待在一起的時間,確實是比較讓人放鬆的,即使你真的有夠黏XD

我很謝謝你~你的細心體貼我都不會忘記



但是對於最近我很糟糕的態度,我不否認,那些冷酷的言詞是基於一種意圖

而這個意圖就是,我希望能以我的缺點來讓你深刻了解

或許我們不能這樣子下去了

......顯然,你有接收到訊息

但我真的很害怕......真的真的很畏懼,你曉得我在這方面很謹慎

尤其我又特別不會做口頭上的表達,很怕臨時昏暈一下就舌滑說出甚麼可能會讓你誤解的字句

所以

我還是決定一個字一個字慢慢打下來



正因為對男(對!)女關係一點經驗都沒有,我有很長一段時間根本就不知道我到底在甚麼















阿
最後我還是以短篇即席演講上場了=="

超級緊張的
但似乎效果不大>"<

有傳達到嗎(天音:沒有)

2009年7月6日 星期一

仍是雜

堅持不哭哭的堅持一直是值得哭哭的堅持

當一個人學會感覺, 那麼這個人同時也學會表達

我的一生, 剛開始是被別人製作成照片; 青少年時是由自己蒐集別人的照片; 中壯年時忙著製作別人的照片; 老年後則是忙著尋找自己以前的照片